I guess it is helping. Sometimes I get hungry. Sometimes I feel like doing something. Sometimes I even feel laughter. I'm crying again, for hours, maybe that's better than feeling numb and empty? In my dreams I still wander, lost and exhausted or observe, useless and melancholy. Give it time.
I have a job interview on Monday for a job I'm not sure I'm healthy enough to work. I've had serious pain and the co-morbid headaches keep trying to become migraines (all pre-migraine symptoms present). But I might as well get used to interviewing again.
Trying hard. Just carrying on.
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